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REDEMPTION FROM NUMB

Updated: May 4, 2021


Numb made me happy..... numb made me comfortable to be fully present and not present at all felt like a secret that only I knew and could keep forever. And then I started my journey to self discovery searching for my true purpose. Longing for something, needing to feel all the things I had only witnessed but hadn’t experienced. At 33 and a mother of an 8 year old my truth is I’ve never made love. Yep I said it( don’t judge me) lol!!! Clearly I’ve experienced intercourse but my inability to feel stole this from me.... After acknowledging this it was time to soul search and now I’m here 6 months into another round of celibacy, but this time intentionally feeling every moment and not allowing myself to fall back into the best numbing vice I’ve ever experienced SEX. Let’s talk about it.... I’m just a girl trying to heal.....can anybody relate? like, comment and share... it’s just girl talk🤔😉

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